I really need some of you people at school to fuck off for a while. i need time to think through things. Don't worry I'm not going to kill myself. I just need time to rationalise. Quit fucking around because you don't know what you are doing and just creating problems for each other to solve. It's quite dumb actually if you think about it. I'm serious here. Neither do you all know me, or actually bother. You all don't even kniw yourselves becoause all of you are fucking caught up in what ever you all are doing and in so doing treating each other like shit. Cummon, admit it. You think you know about all the group politics and all, yah rite...I'm not worth your time anyway. Really. Go study hard. Talk to you all next week. Love you all. Come to my funeral, and sorry, don't mind the coarse language. I need a big break. I am really upset with my current situation. Will breakdown later tonight after american idol.