FUCK MY DAD who attributes all breakages in the home to me. 3 more years I tell myself before I can leave this shithole in search of a better future. 3 more years, then no more talk about being not filial and all the stupid fucking Chinese morality shit. Go fuck yourself and not me. I am cynical and demented for a reason, and you are mostly why. You caused all this, if you are still unaware. But I am nevertheless happy, on the outside. I really don’t know about what kind of support you give me, but what I do know is that it’s never helping.